With one last checkout approaching, I feel as though the weight is gone, the anger has left, and the journey begins. Last week when I found out you were gone, I had a LOT of anger and a tremendous amount of fear. I was pissed off that I was being forced to say goodbye, but even more I was terrified. Scared to death, not knowing how to take on the rest of lifes curveballs without you there. You have protected me, defended me, and talked so much sense into me over the course of our time together. Just the idea of living life without my buddy shakes me to the core. It will be a struggle and I know Ill still have my bad days and maybe even bad weeks. I also know that you are still with me, and the last two days have proved that. Brandon and I have had the most amazing beach journey, one that we will forever thank you for. The countless signs from above were nothing short of beautiful. The spontaneous decision to stop and make a trip out of this, has forever branded a smile in my sons heart and I say Thank You. Looking up at my son as he cried tears of joy, just having this time with his mama, then realizing that exact moment and every moment weve had on this trip, will most likely be my last chance to do this before hes a grown man.....wow. You did it once again. I will forever be grateful for this one. I promise never forget. I love you big big like the sky buddy. Thank you for once again taking care of Winnie and loving me for a lifetime. Until we meet again, save me a seat. (And remember I cant see over yall peoples heads)
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 16:04:40 +0000
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