Within my ordinary path of knowledge, I found nothing to create for me how to find peace and happiness. A great question filled my mind as I was growing up. This questioning guided me into the spiritual world. I was surprised to find the spiritual world had a guardian blocking my way. I now know that this was a type of protection which was in place until I was ready to enter that world. At first, I used to try to use my conscious mind to try to enter the spiritual world. But the conscious mind only prepared me with what I had read or heard from another and was not my truth. This included all my beliefs and fears that were handed down from previous generations. What I experienced was what the ego wanted me to experience. That was illusion and false and full of fear. So I realized that all the knowledge that I acquired had no value in getting to the spiritual world. I noticed that my mind was full of fear and from what I observed, that fear grew in every increasing ways. Through the law of attraction what ever I put attention on and clouded it with belief, always happened at some level and at a time I was able to recognize that I created it. Over time, some of these experiences were lived by me. Some of these experiences were so intense that they imprinted fear into my subconscious mind (which I call the Book of Life).
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