Woke up and didnt realize I had even gone to bed. A lot on my mind early. People will have misunderstandings, especially when they havent taken time to get to know you. Its not about what you can see or what youve been told. Its intangible things. People make assumptions based off what theyve heard because they dont fully understand. Its my mother. I love her. For all its worth I miss all our unpleasant interactions because right now she cant talk back to me. People failed to realize that. They accused and assumed that our past was our present. They judge us when they dont know us. Assuming she isnt a priority because you cant see us. We love her more than anything but we are mothers as well. We are doing our best to help them understand while we dont see the whole picture yet ourselves. Things have been so difficult, but His strength is made perfect in weakness. I do believe my God is a healer. I do believe my Honey will be healed. But I know that if He doesnt that he knew what was best. I trust in his sovereignty. Thank you to the people who loved me in my dark place. Thank you to those who loved me out of it. It was much darker than it has ever been. Thank you to my sisters no one knows this story like you do.
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 11:24:47 +0000