Woke up because of my asthma. I cant believe I am having so many issues. I just want to get better and I am getting mad now...I have no patience left. I am really feeling very frustrated...I see way to much pain and sadness happening at the hospital...Its depressing and I cant even go near the people to try and make them feel less sad. Life can be cruel and harsh...and finding a way above it can be like climbing Everest. Its always easier when you have friends to rely on. I have no one locally to be with me or help me through this...All I have are the people out here. Some dont even have that. So I am thankful that I have you out here. Thank You for your support. Its hardest on the kids...I dont let on how bad it is but they know I am struggling to get better. I love the girls for wanting to hug me and cuddle with me...their way of trying to help. Kiana will ask me what hurts and I will say my head...So she will say mine to mommy mine to. Sympathy from her is just so cute...I have waited so long and now she is blossoming and using great expressive language...So proud. Well time to rest...be safe and ttyl.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 12:42:19 +0000
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