Wondering what it is that makes people choose the decisions when it comes time to make it? Life changing decisions are not something Im comfortable with...I have lived in fear a lot of times....fear of falling, fear of failing, fear of hurting someone else, fear of loss. As I sit here and thing about these decisions I have made...to be honest....they all were lacking something....and I dont mean to say it to seem conceited or full of myself....but they lacked what I really thought and felt I have made a majority of my decisions based on what other people think and feel and that is where Im realizing my weakness lies...I was taught that we need to be conscious of others around us...and that, while true, doesnt necessarily mean that we should compromise our thoughts and feelings. Its such a battle with me sometimes of whether or not to say something for fear of turning off others or sounding like an idiot....this battle is on-going and I am working on changing it. I want to be able to say one day....Fear does not run my life, overcoming my fears has gotten me where I wanted to be.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 16:44:00 +0000