Wow!! The organization that I loved so much drive me to quit!! I created Mills Mess, 4 club scissors, started Brian Dubé juggling company, changed the short handled clubs to current length. Held the t club endurance record for many years breaking one minute for the first recorded time ever with 1:45 seconds! Performed in 1991 cascade of stars in Montreal, first American to perform behind the back blind the true way, showed the way to blind juggling tricks, hugged Sean McKinney more times than Erin Stephens, was mentored and friended by Bobby May, Francis Brunn was my friend! Francis told me he was going to try to make an IJA no begged him to come! I had an open house for all jugglers and still do! I had a pre convention party last year at my home! The yard was full, the house was full, I had no restrictions, my home is yours. It still is. I am about craziness sand love. I would have performed loved, I brought my mini wheel chain unicycle for people to play with. My backward steering bike! A two wheel unicycle, up Millstreet mess shirts to give away at a show! I rush ordered them at 9.00 each for my friends! I wanted teach balance and juggle workshops, bounce and juggle workshops, Mills Mess and variations, couple surprise three ball tricks! I practiced overtime!!! I came to love but the directors did not love me. They did not hug me! They looked at me with eyes of vengeance. They turned me mad! I wanted to quit before I came. I couldnt I loved to much. I needed reason to quit or stay. I wanted to stay. The entrance was cold. The feeling was hate. I apologize to all not on the board except the Kennisons! They are forever not my friends for calling police!!! The board did not do this Richard was seen by my friend happy that he was having Steve Mills arrested at IJA Richard I hope my legend holds your name. Everyone wants to be famous. Richard and Book you will always be the real reason I left IJA! To the rest of you you may be mad, you may not understand all that happened. I had mental problems my whole life, bipolar disorder. I take medicine and have been to counseling. I am very intelligent !!! I know people:) I know when the devil smiles to make one look bad and that is the IJA board. I wanted them to see what they wanted:) so many people are scared to show true feelings. I know:) it was me. To antagonize behind the scenes by never responding to my cries of pain is bigger bullying. I showed what the result of their torment was. My pain was real. I wanted all of you to see it. Its gone now:) I am love again:) see you at mini conventions:) not IJA! EJC is so wonderful:):):):) thank you oBrian OConnell and a the EJC volunteers and participants!!!! You went beyond love! Thank you Ireland for taking me for who I am:) thank you Legend stage for giving me strength beyond the politics of IJA. This letter is not complaints or diggs it is my heart felt truth:) I am meeting with Katje Lilith Sabin the only board member to invite me to eat:) she will forever be my friend. I love!!!! I am free Of Steve Mills, by Bel Pelkey The Dazzler The lights had gotten way too bright it had gotten hard to see and after years of the same routine, I found it hard to be I smiled on the stage, didnt feel it all the way and all the wars inside my mind, were like a homemade Judgment Day I didnt think it mattered much, the skills that I had earned but when my Wonder hit me, my life began to turn The Dazzled His arms kept crossing over, the balls followed as the same he said that hed invented it, it had a messy name It was known that hed go far no one was surprised World Records and of Genius his star was made to rise He spins and throws and catches with sprit you can feel It didnt matter when he dropped, it made the show more real It was best when he used 3 balls somehow connected with us all the beauty in the heart he gives us makes our sorrow fall It wasnt just the tricks, his presence is so there and with the way that he performed, you knew, he really cared He fought against our Ghosts with the way his kindness shone but behind the battered props, was Haunted by his own Creates a certain joy and makes our laughter loud A master legend in the field I love watching from the crowd He has so much to offer of wisdom and of deeds and just of all he is forever be he freed
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 11:14:58 +0000
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