Wow.. its crazy to understand that 1 complete year has passed since i uploaded this music video. I was back in Sweden for about 3 months, 2 crazy long months without my David MeShow. Its the moment when i realized that i can not function without him. It was so hard. Mentally and emotionally. We are each others life-support, thats how it works. We need each other. This is the moment i wrote this song. Tomorrow/Today on the 21st January, exact 1 year ago i saw my family for the last time, hugged my mum with tears in eyes on the airport and said bye bye again Sweden. Its an emotional bomb for me because my life is split up in 2 countries, my family/friends in Sweden and my Fiancé/friends in Canada. My cure to not get lost in emotions when its to much is to create, create, create and never stop. Tomorrow is the day i was supposed to leave Canada and go back to Sweden because my visa expires, but since my application to live here in Canada are in the hands of the Immigration, i applied to extend my stay so i can be here until i get the final answer (which may take a while). I am walking on needles everyday to get that answer. Stressed and nervous. I long for that day i never need to feel like this, instability. When i will Know that i can Stay, when i can go because I Choose too go, and be sure to re-enter again. Stress no more. Free is the spirit, i trust life, but i never take it for granted. Please say a little prayer for me, for us, to make this waiting speed up a little :)
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 23:47:01 +0000
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