Wow...today marks 8 months without my Andy. .. ..never thought I would be saying that. ..my life has changed so much. ..I have changed so much. ..I cant put into words how I feel today. ..I know for me thats a shocker. ..I know he is safe...I know he is not in pain anymore. ..I know he is my Guardian Angel now... I know he is watching over me and Brandon Bell and Pat Holt...I try to speak youre name to keep you alive in my heart...going to youth camp this year was hard without you. ..people coming up to me asking where you were...and me to have to compose myself to answer. ...you are most definitely missed...you were and are most definitely loved...you will forever hold a soft spot in a lot of hearts. ..I visit youre grave everyday. ..I know you are not there...sometimes I think I feel your presence. ..my heart aches. ...i am just so thankful for our boys and my special family and my church. ..without them... I dont think I could have survived. ..I love you Andy Bell. ..forever and always. .♡♡
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 15:42:17 +0000