Writing Prompt: DAY 4 THE DOPPLER EFFECT I am not ready to forgive him he still isnt properly dead so today I am prompted to start with the littlest death with the freshest buried death today I start with you sitting across from me in the hot tub once more for old bad timing but with timing I finally choose the doppler effect shout I never wrote for you no longer splashes out of the tub since I stopped chasing answers so here we are one final fantasy time I am swaff swat team swathed in a field staff hospital cemetary blown brain pressure garage backwards question mark grease pencil cactus cut graphite through the cock pieceless chess t hairshirt i hold your bluebird leonard cohen hallelujah and I dont want to forgive you I dont want to thank you I dont want to release you but I dont want you to be the villain this turned you into this is where my fists clench and hold on I dont want to be the villain these fists turn me into I want to be free of this I want to believe the light that i saw in you I need to or I cant properly see my own lantern so with your doppler waves slow final settling around me with your uniform embrace dissolving around and into my calm blue ocean one-woman tardis I release the elephant of forgiveness from captivity I drop the biggest stick with the biggest nail pounded through it I fold the adventuretime ace I peel each bitten tooth and nail off of the ninja bridge that refuses proper burning flow arts wont work if I tighten my grip you were never meant for me the timing was all wrong it would never get better I dont need emergency services I need art and constancy I dont love suburbs I dont love picket fences I dont love heavy metal I dont love movies I dont love people who shirk accountability I dont love people who walk away easily I will not accept these things I dont love you anymore and I forgive you I will believe you are still everything brighter that I saw in you before because I need to believe I will still need more ninja training to thank you for how poorly you left me but I hope you find happy This is the person I choose to be.
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 21:15:34 +0000
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