YELLOW MATTER Uselessly hoping my eyes are not groping for something that cannot be seen I mull every day in a self-pitied way as I casually muffle the screams The idea is not new but the time is now due for a change in this reckless routine So I bridle the thoughts of the battles Ive fought to gather more raw energy Although I climb higher I still feel a dire need to fight off gravity My head is in rage because I refuse to be caged ; still I feel a new sense of security Im getting much nearer to escaping the fear that I knew as a scared refugee I dont mean to hurt you if I damage your virtue, Im sorry, Im just being me Ive beaten my past, yes, Ive made it at last & Ive got a new sense of sanity Im now so much faster than impending disatser, I no longer know misery Though this new state is safer, Im not sure its made for a body so complex as me Perhaps I just cheated the self I defeated & created a new enemy ?? copyright 1987 BED
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 20:39:18 +0000
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