Ya know for years I blamed others for my misfortune for me hurting others for not being respectful or loyal for being a shitty parent friend child but then I died in my miserable past be overdose from that day forward Ive realized Im responsible for my actions and attitude thanks to a wonderful man I call grampie but most importantly I was shown there is a God Ive back slidden stumbled fallen and hurt but I have the strength now to get up I let my mistakes be lessons and if God can forgive me than I can forgive myself I try to let my lessons help others as well as myself Im Human I make mistakes but I can honestly say I always have the best intentions sometimes Im a hard ass ok most of the time Im too outspoken and blunt but be assured I speak the truth and the truth isnt always sweet nice and pretty there comes a point in everyones life when they get to a breaking point and the only way is up embrace that moment so u remember how u got there and never go back I preach about sleeping around I preach about drinking and drugging I speak about parenting using people as well as puitty parties I speak of all these things not cause Im better than anyone but because Im proof there is better ahead i luv my friends and family no matter what mistakes they make but Im not one that is good at keeping my mouth shut so many years i wish people cared enough to speak to me how i speak putting reality out there cold brutal harsh real talk i do it cause i care the best way i know how Im still learning i am still growing i learn things daily when God sees fit hell teach me when to shut up or when to handle things differently or when to build maintain and embrace a healthy relationship until then know i speak because i care and sometimes caring hurts
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 02:54:43 +0000
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