Yesterday I finally figured it out how a cell phone can assumes a persons life..I sit home everyday and would rely on my phone to keep me connected to the life that is going on around me..my phone was my main way to keep in contact with my kids. I allowed it to take time away from me visiting them away or from them to come see me..instead it was just easier for all of us to text each other and say HEY HOW ARE YOU..I relied on the words they texted was how they were really feeling..I would read their words in a voice tone in my head that I THOUGHT would be the real way they would actually been saying to my face..now that I think back I failed my kids so many times..I missed out on a lot of things they were probably jumping up and down with excitement and could not wait to tell me about and because of texting I didnt get to see or hear their true excitement. Or when they are feeling down or angry Ireally ddidnt to help them like I should of. Even with my marriage it has had a bad impact with. It was are only way of communicating. Our real life talks didnt exsist much. So many times I was assumed as being shitty and in fact I wasnt or I would feel he was. Texting became easier to say or talk about things that were not easy to talk about. In most cases I would say it made most of our arguments ten times worse. I allowed it to loose a lot of faith and trust in us as one...I took care of this problem and got rid of my phone. I let it consume my life long enough. I want to have real conversations again, I want to be able to show or give to somebody what I or them really need..Facebook will probably be my next move,,
Posted on: Tue, 21 Jan 2014 01:32:00 +0000
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