Yesterday I woke up instantly knowing what day it was. There wasnt any way of hiding it. I couldnt shake it. I had to walk through it. I thought I could breeze through it, by all means its been 7 years. At the end of the day, I was amazed how the day turned out until it all hit me at once. Gina had baked some brownies, placed a candle on top and we all began to sing Happy Birthday to Marshall. As I sat there, holding Analie, I managed my way through the words but it seems as if the void inside of me grew into an unmanageable size. I miss my boy and know there will be a day that we will see each other again, but reality is, theres still a void that no parent should ever experience. God, please continue to comfort us and give us peace that surpasses all. Please continue to use The Marshall Brown Foundation bring the hope that Gina and I have to other families that are suffering from the loss of a child.
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 13:12:43 +0000