Yesterday feels as though someone has got a key and unlocked a door to my life that I have kept well and truly shut. When I was 8 I went on a trip to Sri Lanka & India but when I came back to the UK my world was turned upside down which resulted years of sadness and pain and in my mum and Dad splitting up. So all the happy memories of that blissful holiday was locked up with the problems that followed. I was almost not allowed to enjoy those happy memories because it meant leaving my sister and brother to pick up the pieces because It all happened when I was on this holiday and I was the only child that went. I remember staying with my two uncles one from my mums side in Sri Lanka and the other from my dads in India both very Deep men that were fond of me that chatted to me held my hand and took me for rides on their motor bikes. I can remember being surrounded by some beautiful cousins and relatives who also looked after me and played with me. It must have been heaven. As yesterday progressed I finally met with two of those beautiful cousins that I had never seen or stayed in touch with since that holiday and didnt really know what to say but as time progressed I began to remember things and happy memories were unlocked. Today I have a funeral of an aunt that played a significant part during that time after that holiday. I am grateful for her effortless love and support My fondest memory is after that holiday staying at her house having a blissful sleep be jet lagged and waking to her stroking my face telling me how she had missed me and how much she loved me. I pray that today will be a start of that whole chapter of my life being healed, In life as a Christian I find we are moulded by our past but we are honed for our future.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 04:07:04 +0000
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