Yesterday turned out too be one of the hardest days of my life,I knew as i left my grandmothers house it would be for the last time,my aunt who was living in grandmas house is now in a nursing home,hate, anger ,rage what ever i was feeling was over whelming,you see i was raised in that house,it was where i felt the most safest my entire life,i was scared thought all my wonderful memories would stay there,but tonight i sat with a cup of coffee and cried happy tears,i remember it so clear going down to the dock and catching sunnies,i remember i would fish with wet white bread and stick it on a safey pin,(finally when i was older i learned how to put the worm on the hook,,,i was the best bait finder there was,lol.going over to lil beach which is now just a cliff,i would pick up the rocks and scoop up the baby catfish,or go to the stream and collect pollywogs or salamanders,skating and sled riding on the frozen lake,riding down the hill on garbage can covers in the winter to the school bus stop because it was too icy to walk down the hill,picking blueberries raspberries,apple picking,ice fishing,getting so excited because it was summer and all my friends that had summer homes came up to spend the summer.but the most greatest was begin with grandma and grandpa,i use to go for long walks with them and they would throw money in front of me and tell me it was rainning money from heaven,i would listen to grandmas stories for hours about the ole country,they kept my mom alive in my heart by telling me stories about her,grandpa played cards with me for hours.they kept me safe,i was always their lil girl,and they were always my heros.maybe i may hold some anger but iam thankful for the time i had and for memories that will last a life time,,,thanks to my grandma and grandpa,,xxxxxoooooooooooo,until we meet again
Posted on: Mon, 23 Sep 2013 00:10:15 +0000
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