Yesterday was 11 years since my husband and I first started dating. It began as a morning of great things. He got new running boards for his truck I got a beautiful bracelet that says love in 28 languages. I got to talk to Kelly on the phone three times yesterday as he had returned from an underway I didnt know he had even been on. Then Casey Jos hospice nurse came. We had been dealing with two days of only morning output in her diaper and maybe only one more in 24 hours. The nurse said it could be an infection and would order antibiotics but it could also be her organs beginning to shut down. I spoke with the Hospice NP who said we will hope the antibiotics take care of this otherwise it could be days, a week or two before all organ failure and she assured me it wouldnt be painful for Casey Jo. In the evening Casey Jo began dry heaving and we got the on call nurse out here in 20 min. The nurse have us instructions on what to do for the night and said she would be back today. Last night my best friend and her husband came out to be with us, I couldnt bear the thought of this happening so soon. Kelly is supposed to be coming home with amazing happy plans, he couldnt have to say goodbye to his sister at the same time. I prayed and I prayed all night that this was not her and Gods timing. With a lot of my Navy Mom Sea Sisters who have children over in the midst of chaos and war I couldnt bring myself to ask for anyone else to pray for my daughter who is safe and at home with me. Today I was awakened by a very noisy cheerful girl demanding my bed on the couch and not to be in hers. The hospice nurse came and was very happy with the results she saw in Casey Jo today she is 100% different than she has been for weeks. Of course she does have an infection and is sleeping to let her little body heal but I am filled with thankfulness and humbled that God is capable of answering my lone prayers for this sweet girl while the rest of the world is in chaos. This is a difficult roller coaster we are on with Casey Jo but she is determined and a strong willed stubborn lil princess who refuses to be done at this point in her life. So I spent my day being pushed out of my spot so Miss Princess Casey Jo could do what she needs to help herself heal.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 03:49:10 +0000
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