Yesterday was a blur, So surreal, shock throughout the whole day, yesterday was terrible, I hoped it was bad dream, If there is tears, youre not dreaming. Oscar thabk you for those words. Those words let a bit of reality set in, I cried myself to sleep, and as I lay there weeping, i nodded off, when I woke up, my world shattered again, Reality sunk in, I dont let anyone get too close to me, but I cant remember a time my uncle and I werent close. No amount of time spent together was ever enough, No conversation was ever too long, no talk was ever too real, no emotion was ever hidden, a lot of people seen the closeness we had, but to feel it was another thing just being around us together others felt the love that we had, he loved all of us (nephews, nieces and family.) to death but there always was a different connection between us. It was in explainable, Yesterday I couldnt explain the way I felt in any other way than I was Broken. But today I wake up destroyed. I woke up more lost then yesterday, Reality sets once again and I become a mess. I miss you so much already, I sit here and just remember all the times we ventured out, our trips to AZ the shooting range, ending up in the ghetto, and being totally fine with it. Look where we are, I should have brought my gat. And then me looking at you like did that just come out of your mouth with you wearing a STUPID ASS SWEATER VEST?? Us totally bashing the Hilton, The cheese cake hunt/Mission. the night we got $80 desert from room service just because, And you convincing me to run out and buy an iPad the moment I landed in Phx.. Thank you for all the great memories John Garrett a lot of you knew the professional side of Him I knew the all around side of him, I sat with him in the ghettos, I watched him pitch 6 figure deals, I watched him as he spoke about religion, watched him as he played drums on the pillows in the living room, and the played bass on stage and most of all I watched the love he had for his Son Jaxon and Wife Jennifer Jordan-Garrett nothing better that that side of John, because he had finally got something good in life that he deserved. I loved every side of him and All around he was a blessing to everyone he crossed paths with.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 17:12:10 +0000
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