Yesterday was seriously the Best Day Ever. Not only did I get to spend the entire day with My Amazing Husband and Good Friends but something that I desperately needed, happened. Jamie took me on a very nice ride. And everyone knows my fear of motorcycles...so to ride the whole day was huge for me. While we were on our Lil Adventure we were passing through small towns and just enjoying the Beautiful Colors of the Season Change. Taking everything around us in for the natural beauty and serenity it offered. And As if that wasnt enough....something else Incredible happened. We approach this little town and the sign reads Hanover. My heart dropped. Janette Markley always wanted me to go to her hometown and meet her Mom and see where she lived. We talked about it often and for whatever reason...it never happened. It has been one of the regrets Ive had as far as not embracing all opportunities and every moment with her for what I could have. Janette was everything Pure and Beautiful. Like the Season Change we were admiring. She was so in Love with Butterflies and Birds and Nature. Acknowledging the little things for the fact that little things really are the Big things in life is one of the many lessons she taught me. For us to be discussing how Beautiful and Breathtaking everything was and then moments later end up in Hanover....unplanned....was everything I needed to gain some of the closure I havent been able to obtain. I felt Janette when this happened. I felt her all around us. Ive struggled with her passing more so than Id let myself admit. I cant tell you what being there, if only for a short time, did for my soul yesterday. It was kind of like being in the Sun....sweating from the blazing heat on your face....approaching the water and just getting your feet wet while you wait for that Big Wave. Getting a little deeper and deeper in the water w each step and then Bam! The wave rushes over you....head to toe....refreshing, relieving, and powerful. I felt that wave yesterday. I feel refreshed. Relieved. And like I finally have come to terms with the fact that although shes no longer here....shes everywhere. And its ok that I accept it. Yesterday was huge. In so many ways. God is Great. Angels are Real. Im so Blessed. And Im even more Grateful. Enjoy today for all that it offers. XoXo
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 15:26:01 +0000
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