You beat me down with your words Down into the depths of my soul Are u crazy??? The words pop up on my screen. Am I? Maybe. But does that have anything to do with this? All I said was Im afraid to talk to you, That I look for support and courage from friends online. You beat me again: Do you recognize the sequence of events that leads to this? Maybe. I thought I did. I thought I said it was because you get mean when I raise my concerns, That I hold back sometimes for fear of your reaction. But am I wrong? You say its because I dont tell you things and talk online instead. I dont keep our problems private. I publicly shame you. But I dont want to, and I try so hard to hide it. I hide the bruises of the hurt you inflict. My self-esteem has withered for years, a blackening rose falling petal by petal to the floor. I fall to the floor with it. Tears fall with me. Over my drawn cheeks, frail with worry, fraught with fears. I give up. I tell you I cant take anymore right now. Im turning off my phone for the night. This is the only way I can escape you.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 02:11:51 +0000
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