You cant stay focused on one facet because we will just have to let things unfold, this talk about a second chance and redemption is not because I did anything wrong, the Creator knows that this is the Life I chose to live, Free Will is real and what is involved here, I cant circumvent the Laws and I dont try to so here I am, I cant trust people to make the right decisions fro me because they really dont get it......The Feds targeted only my Mom and I, my Dad as well but he is making the same mistakes he made before, so I Love my Dad but it seems that we dont see eye to eye and that goes for my whole Family, I know that they care but they dont understand what it is to follow the Visions, people equate me to being Gods dog or that somehow Torontonians are in control of their own Destiny by trying to control and manipulate as well as obscure mine, I have the choice to survive or not, all hell broke loose after that Vision and it continues, I would feel hollow if the Visions were but its a level of understanding that obviously is lost on most readers, I choose to follow the Visions and I choose to go it alone, I choose to say F you and go to hell or do something if you are brave enough, no one is and its because you cant beat the Visions out of me or expect me not to defend myself, if you only new what they were going to do to me after Rouge Valley institutionalized me, you have no idea how Evil the accusations were going to be, this was all planned out and they did treat my Mom like a Dog and if its good enough for her...its good enough for me, what I do know is that she liked the Dress my Sister Stephanie bought her for the Funeral, it sounds morbid but I want even Stephanie to know that she always wears the Navy Blue dress you picked out for her, I want my Family to know that I Love them and I will never forget about them, you see know how Mom was treated by Rouge Valley, it is the same way I am being treated, now they want to capitalize on what they deem to be PTSD and parlay that into even more disorders, no medication can help me, no one can help me, I choose to go it alone and the readers choose to read, it is necessary to dehumanize me for having Visions, you will say that you dont need Visions and that if you got one....it means you are a failure, you will tall yourselves the most fantastic lies when your life was never in danger because you never took any risks.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 10:21:30 +0000
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