You know I have been in one of those I dont give a damn mood all week I told my sister I wanted to go to sleep and never wake up she said I was being selfish and maybe I am I work hard for what I have and I may not have alot, I see people get things given to them on a silver platter but I have realized Im practical. .I have 2 very close friends going thru different things 1 is in the hospital fighting for her life the other one her husband is in the hospital very sick he has cancer and was in remission now he has pneumonia my heart breaks for both friends earlier today I saw that Danelia De G was in a car accident thank you Jesus she wasnt hurt cars can be replaced people cant ..earlier after work on my way home I was speeding I know that Jay always got on to me for speeding and I was hauling ass and coming over the bridge I somehow hit the curb and almost lost control my car would have flipped going fast as I was I think that was Jay telling me slow down because up the hill was a cop with radar and he would have got me if my car would have flipped I would have been hit and maybe killed. . So yeah I need to slow down Ms G and Joyce ..I know since Jay died a part of me went with him I dont give a damn anymore about anything but I know I have to find myself again and be the person everyone knew and cared for I know life is too short and I know there are people who do need me and others could care less but its okay you know who you are I know Jay will always watch over me and take care of me..he is my special angel..I feel lost but Im trying to find my way again. .Im putting everything in Gods hands..
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 03:43:17 +0000
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