You know, a few weeks ago, I needed to hear how I had been an inspiration to people. So I asked to hear if I had inspired someone that they share with me how. My intent was to write them down to fall back on when I was feeling like, I made no difference. A conversation comes to my mind this week. (sorry soap box time), Many people do not know this about me so I pray you look at me no different. Here goes, Bipolar depression affects everyone differently, it runs in my family and I am not ashamed to say that I am bipolar manic depressant. I am who God made me, the same as anyone else walking on this land. The difference is I process things different than some. I have good days and I have bad days like many others. I dont dwell on the diagnosis, because that is what it is a man-given name of a condition that is used and abused, looked-down on and some people are shamed because of it. Im not contagious. But I have to find ways to pick myself up, most of the time my wonderful God given husband, Michael Dewberry is my counselor and talks me through these bad days. God truly blessed me with this man yall. You really have no clue. Thank you Jesus for loving me enough to share him with me, because you know I am not worthy of this blessing. Any who. I am CHALLENGING you all depressed or not. Take time and ask people to share with you how you have been an inspiration to them. Then write down (writing them helps the comments to soak into your brain and wrap it around you) their comments. Place them in places that you will look at, mirrors, car, night stand, desk at work. When you feel that low feeling or the devil nipping at your heels, then read them. I promise you the outlook will be so uplifting you will forget what caused the depression or what that devil even was saying. I hope this finds you well and that you take the challenge, I mean its not cold water, but it sure will warm you like a fire. God bless. The people tagged have given me an inside on how I have caused some inspiration to them, thank you all for sharing with me your comments are so uplifting, and I am blessed to know each of you.
Posted on: Sun, 18 Jan 2015 21:45:03 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015