You know all year I have tried to figure out why it happened and how. I cant just wrap my heart around the fact that God had a plan for her and all that we had here was just over in that moment. I keep thinking how meek and fragile she was. I know she knew she was bleeding and she was alone at first. I wonder what was going through her head how scared she had to have been. Why cant I just let myself believe that God held her and comforted her? I sleep to see her in my dreams. I think I can hear her laugh that silly laugh. Why cant I just accept it especially for Lara and Maggie and go forward? My heart is broken but I love the rest just as much as I did her!! Asking for prayers because I know this is gonna be a hard week!!
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 12:42:06 +0000
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