You know anyone that really knows me, knows how much it really takes to cross my boundaries and in some form or another manage to upset me, and to be clear I have never been a fan of these type of status updates but just because some individuals feel the necessity to go above and beyond to be more concerned about my life and making assumptions to where its none of their business with that disclaimer stated please consider this my press release: First and foremost I am eternally grateful for everything that has happened in my life thus far both positive and negative. There is no where in my mind that I find a logical reason for anyone to believe that I manipulate my health situation to my convenience, one thing is that I joke about it and try to keep a high spirit, but calling me a conformist or saying that I dont pray enough for a miracle to happen in my life is just out of the line. I have silently taken in these comments for the past few months and I am disgusted at the fact that people would categorize the fact that I am weak and cant really do the things that I used to do with as the same ease as I could a year ago. Everyone that has followed my situation can validate that I have done nothing else than to take my extraneous circumstance and always maintain a faithful outlook that the best is yet to come. Second of all, like many other human beings I have my flaws and I will never be perfect and not at one point will I blame anyone or anything for what I have lived, therefore I do not need to be reminded of it. When I have made mistakes I have taken responsibility and likewise have confronted the situations. I know where I stand mentally, emotionally, and most importantly spiritually. I heard something not to long ago that really made me see things in a different light and that was that snakes dont hiss in todays world, instead they call you bro, best friend, or even say that they love you when in really all they are waiting to do is distill their venom once you turn around. Trust me I have been seeing all of that happen. I am very content with who I am and could care less about any stereotypical label anyone wants to place me in because at the end of the day I can walk with my head held high knowing that I have always spoken my mind, been open about my life, and most importantly know that I have not hit the side of acting as if I was the most holiest person walking the planet and floating on a cloud with Jesus and use that to judge someone when they cant even seem to have their life put together, but I will never be perfect and quite honestly I have no interest in reaching perfection in that matter. I know who I am speaking to and those people know it too and quite frankly I get it to some I am not the most likable person, theres a reason why there is an unfriend option. I am serious someone already wished me death a couple of weeks ago and its ok God Bless them, you dont have to like me but you will respect me because at the end of the day the good Lord knows my heart and I will always give back the same treatment as I am treated, just dont cross me. I have my limits and I have surpassed my level of tolerance. Heres my advice, leave me alone, let me be and if your are so concerned about my life choices seriously pray for me, just make sure in that prayer you also pray that the Lord give you some kind of divine revelation to auto evaluate yourself before you start seeing the flaws in the life of those you call brothers. Enough said.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 03:30:35 +0000
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