You know how parents save things from their childs baby years and you pass it on down when they have children? Well since the flood we had here I have had to go through a lot of totes and paper work. Its brutally painful!!! Things of Nathons. I can still see him playing with. Then things of Annies she use to be able to play with. It hits me. I will never see either of my children married. I do thank God for my two awesome and amazing grandchildren Audrey and Bryson. Not ever going to have grand babies from my Annie. No one to pass her baby book on too. Im hurt. Im very angry. Im a total mess. I must keep on keeping on though. My Annie depends on me and only me. She dont know she will never experience the joy of feeling a tiny human growing within her and the joys that would bring. I do though! Im asking myself....when is enough heartache and pain enough for one person??? WHEN?!!!!! I love you Nathon and Annie, Audrey and Bryson.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 16:26:05 +0000
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