You know that feeling, when you feel as if youre not good enough, to be even acknowleged by certain family members and friends?? The feeling that they are holding a grudge against you for bad choices and mistakes that you have made in the past?? The obvious signs of neglect and no communication, of being ignored?? The feeling that they are looking down on you, or think theyre better?? The gut feeling that theres been talk going on, that shouldnt be?? Well, that is EXACTLY how Kimmie and I feel, and were NOT being paranoid...Lord knows weve been under a tremendous amount of stress, but, I know the difference between paranoia and the truth thats clearly visible...EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD has skeletons in their closet that theyre NOT proud of. NO ONE is perfect, except God. We ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God, and made poor decisions. Kimmie and I are good people. We have had unusually hard lives, both of us. I know that everyone faces challenges, has had hardships, and some have had horrible events to take place. We can relate to all of these. Weve been on straight, narrow roads, and have been thrown a curve ball, so many times, I cannot count them all. Weve ALWAYS had a GREAT marriage, no lies, no doubts, ONLY truth, love, and pure honesty. Some of the people that we have encountered have been a blessing, others a curse. Some good, some bad. We love our kids, unconditionally, and we love God. We have a normal, all American life, although our problems weve been faced with over the years, have been a bit extreme. We have still prevailed through it all...The ones of you, who are making us feel this way, or who are treating us this way, needs to wake up, or ask God to help you to learn how to give grace. No one is perfect, and nobody deserves to have their past knocking at their door every day of their lives. Whatever it is, or whatever it was, that is bothering you about us, have enough balls to speak up and tell us. In my opinion, its NOT us that you have a issue with, its yourselves...Right now, Kimmie and I cant think of a single soul that we hold a grudge against. Weve found a way to deal with it, TOGETHER...That doesnt mean weve forgotten what has been done to us, we CANT FORGET that, its too painful. But, we HAVE CHOSEN TO FORGIVE. I trust that God will make his way into your hearts...That he will help you to resolve all of your bitterness, towards all of those who have wronged you, or who you feel resentment towards. All I know is, I am who I am, we are who we are, take us or leave us, I dont care anymore. My number one priorities are as follows; #1 God #2 Kimmie, our kids, our family & friends, and Maxwell. #3 Making sure #1 & #2 are treated with respect, that they are shown love, and that they are NOT forgotten. THATS IT!!! I have no time for drama, complete nonsense, and hatred. I will NOT allow this at my door step any longer. You know who you are, stop and take a few minutes out of your selfish, self-centered day, and realize the pain and hurt youre putting us all through. Do a self evaluation...I guarantee youll see that the issues you have with us, or whatever it is thats causing you to act like this, is hurting you more than it is others. Try picking up the phone and calling to let us know you care, we dont want or need to be part time family members/friends any longer. Figured Id get this off of our chests, been a long time coming. Praying the Lord blesses us all, we desperately need it...
Posted on: Sat, 26 Jul 2014 11:05:50 +0000
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