You know they say when you loose one of your loved ones they become an Angel. And I always believed in that. But this morning as I woke up and passed her bedroom that we made for her and I imagined her sitting on the edge of the bed and her giving me that BIG smile as she would always do and saying I am ok. I realized she was always my Angel in my heart and mind and I knew I had to do what I did and watch her and keep her safe and I know I did the best I could, even though she always thought she was a burden on everyone. Her last week here I remember her words okay mommy, In a sarcastic way but she really did know she needed the help and she would wait and watch for my hand to hold hers to go where she needed to go either if it was up the steps or to Drs. So yes she has always been an Angel. And now she is Our Families Guardian Angel. Nobody will ever understand our families closeness we could fall apart or get angry but we always have some strong heart strings that tied us together and be there for one another and she always said that our family could never be explained with out people thinking we are the weird ones. Well I guess that is true but our family will remain the weird unexplained ones and always have the bond we need. As I see each and everyone of my nephews and niece that her and my Brother gave us I know she will be that Angel sitting on my shoulder everyday as she knows I love my family unconditionally and will go out of my way to help what I can she will be nodded my children are fine. I have my brother Russ Palmer Jr. to thank for all my rough nights of crying seeing what pain and suffering I seen Susan Keller going through and I was strong to be her caregiver but needed the cries to relieve my pain in seeing her like that. She was the most strongest woman I know that never complained nor wanted pity. That being said she was my Angel and will always be Our Guardian Angel I love you Susan. I will always say with all of this she taught me so many more lessons on the word STRONG!!!!!!!
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 13:46:26 +0000
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