You know, this Is probably a weird time to be posting stuff like this... In the midst of all the clubs soliciting for the fair tomorrow LOL but Ive been struggling a lot lately dealing with the pressure of college, the SATs, ACTs, AP classes, crappy ass grades, time management ... Welp basically my future. So stressed and touchy about everything and anything that could affect my future, Ive been letting every single failure get to me. That test I studied my ass off for but failed (yyep..) the feeling of never being enough no matter how many extracurriculars I tried to swallow whole, poor performance in certain activities, etc. and then I start putting myself down ALOT by thinking of all my predecessors (friends, cousins, etc) and by comparing myself and my achievements to theirs. OMG he did this and that and got a higher score on the sat BUT didnt get into this or that school, so how am I supposed to get in then?what chance do I have now? Or Im trying to handle only HALF as much as she did so why do I feel so overwhelmed? I must be a failure but then, I reached an epiphany. Why am I comparing myself to these people? Im freaking Chubbs.Holy hell I always complain about being compared so why tf am I doing it to myself? Just because he couldnt do it doesnt mean I cant. Just because she could doesnt mean I can. Why am I limiting my standards based on the experiences of someone else? The sky is the limit but everyone sees the sky from a different perspective. Me? Well me, thank God Im short because I have just that much more distance to reach for the sky.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 06:03:15 +0000
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