You know u never realize just how much u miss somebody till they are taken away from u in a blink of an eye!! My dad would be turning 55 on the 30th of this month but wont because he was taken from me almost 2 years ago on 1-23-13 that will be a day I will never forget as long as I shall live on this stupid ass place we call earth. Christmas is just around the corner and as much as I hate to say this and Im gonna regret it but I dont care to see this day come not BC Im selfish or Im mad at anybody its bc Im sad and hurt and I feel like I have been robbed of the only wonderful person that stepped up and raised me like one of his kids and now I dont have that along with my three sister and brother. While everyone is suppose to be happy celebrating Christmas and their birthdays I hope to never see mine cause its a constant reminder of whats to come that following week after !!! Why do I have to feel like this why cant I be happy and full of joy but my heart hurts and it sucks I just want this feeling to go away but it so there for Im stuck with this till the day I die......god plz Im asking u to please take this awful feeling away from me and never let it come back!!!! With that being said Im going to try and get some sleep so good night Perry martin I love and miss u deeply I hope ur having a blast up in heaven I will get to see u again one day
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 06:52:24 +0000
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