You may have noticed Ive been posting way more than usual... Thats a sure sign that Im lonely - I like to be entertaining and provocative, even silly here; But this time please allow me the indulgence of splaying some of myself open to you... I got to tell you friends--- This solo one man show lifestyle Ive been living is becoming more painful and less tenable with each passing day. I know that I have alluded to this before, but lately I feel that cant do it for much longer - Believe me, Im trying to make it work and to a fair extent professionally it has. But Im convinced that God has something else in mind for me because he hardwired me for optimal operation in a collaborative environment with cool, like minded people. (My only enduring accomplishments have flowered in that kind of biosphere) The fact is, I am not living in accordance with my nature and now that I fully realize this, to continue along these lines would be a fools errand and a sin. Ill always have Randy Lane Studio up and running and Ill continue to spend a lot of my time working in here (with my doggie pals)... But for my health and well begin - I need something more... In the next few weeks Ill be taking some bold steps in that direction. You dont need to comment about, or even like what Im saying. (Youre welcome to if youre so inclined) - I just need to say it out loud---in public. (And I already feel better---Thanks) If you are close to me and want to help usher me through what surely will be a difficult and frightening transition Ill take your help - But if you just wish me well----That would count for a lot. My own all in go for broke gusto approach to life is partially responsible for me being here - I believe its an asset---Its what makes me Louie. I think the world is now more amenable to my MO. Id like to believe that this long stretch of isolation has given me some kind of special insight that will prove useful going forward, and perhaps it has. Well then, the time has come to put it into practice. Wish me luck---Lets see if a being a good guy with a good reputation, a proven track record, some creative talent and a lot of experience can get me anywhere... I hope theyll see past my age (Im pretty hip for a 56 year old guy) I have a lot to offer--- On paper it looks good! - Thanks in advance for your well wishes.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 19:36:40 +0000
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