a mcdonalds cheeseburger... luxury i could afford for month. a world in which nothing matters. wellfare exists and not. ausschwitzted in mid of germany 2013, over 25 of 32 years my life was a burden worse than close to anyones i know. People only hollow things, taking and causing accidents, with keeping me locked in the closeth and pinned down on a dump to rott, downgrading my life they too turned worthless for me. I still look good, could have turned out all arounds pride... be proud of my world too... if i one day, after too fcuked up, chanceless outings see a comming out, all comes out... it want be people cheering for me, telling me: "How hard you fought! how sad!" But somethings wanting my attention, talking about their own lifes and egos. Even the choosen few i still am able to respect i see, as myselfe a product of mere coincidence, only god in em, filling em up to what they are the second. Only good as long as im good, in control, luck stays with me. 16yo trans posing diva, 20yo girls ride papas porsche... with what i got, is left to become... i counter a traumatic existence oppressed and starved out over close to half a humans life.
Posted on: Fri, 16 Aug 2013 03:40:55 +0000
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