a message Peanut received from a friend who is a bit of a medium from Nick Claus please stop. stop thinking about it. analyzing and thinking that somehow you could have done something to have prevented this. he says it was an accident. a mistake. a bad judgement. dont be needing to find a reason or blame. please finish things off and help see to completion. and talk. dont continue to disappear into yourself. you are needed the others need you. im not here as i was before but i am here. your dreams. that is me. i am a breath away. please make a garden a place you can sit and that the others can go to. if you need to be near me then go there. i want a buckeye planted. and i want you to tell the others that as the tree grows i want everyones initials on it. your boy is okay. he wants you to know that. he also wants you to know that you must not retreat into yourself. though no one can understand the pain that you feel right now that shutting the world away is not the right thing to do. your family needs you. those whispers and movements at the edge of your vision are not you going crazy. they are from me. im here. i am always your boy. always. talk to me when you need to. i am here. and if you need to ask for a sign. i will give you one. a photo knocked over. im okay. i am. its a good place here. im looked after. its green. family is here. dogs are here. they are waiting for me under a big tree on a hill. ill be waiting for you. but its not your time now. you have to be mom. the others need you. im okay. i love you. Peanuts friend was getting from Nicholas other things such as he is fine. he is safe. he is wrinkling his nose, and something about potatoes. good potatoes. not sure what that means.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 23:54:29 +0000
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