anyone there i need to get out i just miss my mother and want to go home please thats all i want there is no place like home i love u bobby and mike and wayne and april but i cant take this shit nomore, im going to have to get my stuff and go i dont care if that means im on the streets that shit makes me stronger. all i need is my mom and thats my biggest fear is loosing u mommy ur my everything. i miss u mommy noone understands me like u and respects me like u mommy im so sick of being hurt and u not being here so i can cry on ur shoulder. all these people need to be lucky to have their parents cause one day u might end up without a parent like me i dont even have my father and havent since i was five but i live life happy everday and move forward. i dont let the bad things that have happened to me bring me down. or id be a mess if i did. i finally found someone who makes me happy and i dont care what people have to say im going to stay with that person. he treats me good and respects me thats all that matters. and mike i read ur note i dont hate u ur my bestest friend for life no matter what people say illnever choose someone over u ok.ily mike. miss and love u all this is to all my loved ones:) god please let things work out to the best i miss my mother and just want everything to be back to normal life like it was when i was at home thats the only time i felt so safe things were so easy all these children that complain about working and what not u jsut wait till ur out on ur own like me and thousands of others out there its not easy at all. u will cry everynight or wish every night when ur going thru rough times ull wish u could just go back home where things are so so easy. idk i just want the best for everyone on this eartth and ive always been the type to be there for people and help them as much as i can.i would give anyone out there the very last shirt on my back just so they had a shirt if they needed it. im all about helping people but it really hurts when u find out how fake people really are to ur face when u would do anything for them. idgaf anymore though imma do me and if u wanna be unappriceiateive of what u do have jsut know ull live like me one day regretting everything u said or did to hurt ur parents when u loose them. nothing is worse in this world then loosing ur parents or a sibling. and even loosing a child those are the worst things can break a heart in half. trust me ive expirenced a lot. but at the end of the day i always leave it allin gods hands cause hes the one who lays out path out for us its jsut up to us on what one to walk. and i follow gods hands:)
Posted on: Wed, 17 Jul 2013 14:21:08 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015