audition for the royal academy for sound and music next week fingers crossed il get something. even if i dont from there il get something based around music.life aint hard to change when u aint got one to begin with.thats what happens when you fill a void meant for love with chemicals.you get by in life for so long untill u aint got a life.youve got an existence based around a dependency. ive been here before but i couldnt handle it i was over aware that i was starting life over again near enough at 28. with no plan or any long term idea that could support even just me.nothing positive or productive anyway.well if my only motivation in life is to be someone from now on that my kids can say one day that they were proud to call me there dad.id leave this world a happy man.thats the way i always was anyway.somewhere down the line the lines got blurred. as the beatles song says get back get back to where you onced belonged. obviously i want more than that but id say thats a good starting point.so i can try 100% and can only hope that i can get back to the point where all of yous are already at lol x
Posted on: Wed, 11 Sep 2013 11:55:30 +0000
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