by Joseph Aung-Myint english composition class. I am to be a great musician, certainly one of the most revered rappers of all time. with the ammount of time spent honing my craft, and with age, naturally came a strong center of personal opinion. these opinions by their nature are assumptions about an industry. Since I will be the center of my industry and carreer area, all my assumptions revolve around me. Although star bound, I have not yet succeeded in this industry, I admit, so there are a few assumtions that Ive always had in mind. i believe in my success and my own manifest destiny. I also assume that through my entry and relevent assention within the field I have chosen I will acquire the exact type of healing that I need; i need plenty. lasty, I assume that the world will end at the peak of my music career. another point I must make is dear to me and could be considered a fatal problem with our industry; one must suffer to make it. I will make it to the top. this is such a conviction of mine that I eat sleep and breathe it. I shouldnt even be calling this one an assumption. but labels are labels and if my recallection of such an obviously garrunteed happening were an assumption than I am assuming my success. I also must explain why my mind can even work this way. everything that i throw out into the universe and all-source is reflected back to me. Ive been manifesting this stuff since I could remember eating flintstone vitamins. 2nd, my dopamine levels are probably higher than average which makes me more confident in general. I have a theory that this also makes my brain more perceptive but thats a whole other digression. Im also multi-talented. Besides rapping I also sing, produce beats, play piano and guitar, DJ (both vinyl and with midi controllers) can produce impeccable drawings and paintings, 3d model and have superb control of the english language. the other thing is this, Im really pretty. in fact, my looks not only give me an upper hand, they motivate me. Beauty and brains motivate me, especially when they are my own. we all need a push. and my push lies exclusively in the domain of fullfillment. the fact that I am incomplete and broken, musically and spiritually speaking, is a godsend. this ties into the last paragraph in a crutial way but Ill get to that later. whenever a disease is placed on my life I progress at a fairly brisk pace, because my brain expands to fight it both karmically and in terms of technique. the rate at which I improve is directly porportional to the ammount of healing I have to do. the most recent thing I had to patch up was my homelessness. I aqcired residense, congratulations me. I can, and probably write a whole book about the whole ordeal but suffice it to say, my charisma, spiritual growth and musical ability have seen a vast improvement since transience. things are going to be vastly diffrerent, really soon. 5 years from now there will be much in the way of radical upheaval. I have traveled all over the united states, wandering through many rural spots, big cities and any number of our nations many hoods and barrios. I have involved myself with people of many disciplines. Ive scoured the internet and also gathered much psychic data from a good deal of my psychedelic journeys. All my reasearch points to a galactic shift so great that the world as we know it, as a result, would respond in total destruction. My recent, not to mention hasty, improvement is further evidence. My DNA and soul is prepareing me for whats to come and my role, not only as an entertainer and an artist, but also as a sole is major. The problem with our industry really is the problem. Its the only problem. its the only aspect of the game that could really get you, or myself, twisted. you really have to go to hell and back on so many various levels to really forge your mind into what is neccessary for success. my life has been hard. I am not complaining because every bit of the musician and entrepenuer that I am is due to my hardships. Ive had guns jammed in my face, evil ex girlfriends who drained me both spiritually, chornologically and also quite chronically. Ive had my family turn their backs on me, collectively. Ive endured homelessness, the loss of friends, friendships and have experienced thorough financial ruin. even now, I wrestle with my habbit of solving first world problems with third world solutions. One must not only suffer for their art, but to be reknown in your art one must suffer the most. I can, and probably should, write more about the subject and express myself better. I try to do so on my blogs my lyrics and through conversations with others. But, this is all of that knowledge crammed into one little convenient essay. I really do feel like my assumptions are not only strong, but also excell in acuuracy
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 00:41:57 +0000