chapter 12 my downfall with wit bandile i was not talking it well it was really hard as a rock I got home at 12 from writing exams turned a radio ikwekwezi tamias song still was playing I remember every good time I had with bandile and how he has changed, my lover the person who broke my virginity he has turned into something dat i really dont understand,why does he want to c me now bcos I think he is happy with the new lady, mind u I wud not even show u the ladies face bengihlale ngimbonela kude, some of bandiles stories I was getting them from Mpumi I wud always ask her cause I wanted to know if he was doing ok and if is there any chance dat he can breakup with dis girlfriend,i even stopped going to my cousins place avoiding passing by bandiles place and my brothers was always busy with his car so it was not easy to get a car.bandile called again bandile: my baby unjani me: ngiyaphila wena unjani bandile: am ok me: ok bandile uthini bandile: ngiyakucela tu baby I want to show u something me: u want to show me ur girlfriend yini bandile: no buya lana tu me: eish ukuphi bandile: am around town I will be the in 5min me: eish ok I tried waking up and putting on my nice perfume ngageza ubuso ngafaka I ponds and bandile called I went outside me: hello bandile bandile: hey come give me a hug me: no we not friends phela mina nawe bandile: vele uryt we lovers me: uyahlanya yazi uthini bandile: ngikukhumbulile sthandwa sami I realised life without is empty ngiykucela buka ngize ngiyaguqa sthandwa sami ngiyaxolisa my love I dont know wat came over me me: ngicela usukume bandile bandile: can u plz forgive me sbo I love u me: bandile ufuna ngithini kahle kahle bandile: say I forgive u me: I forgive you can I go now bandile: baby without my hug nje me: bandile I dont know wat u expect yazi ufuna kuthi jump ngithi how high no man u being unfair the way u treat me bandile: sbo u are just a pure women u unique ive never an I will never love some1 like I do kuwe me: if dat the story u wud not cheat for me bandile am really disappointed in you bandile u one thing dat has changed my life look at urself u fat look at me am skinny and it all bcos of the stress u giving me bandile: started to crybaby I understand but I love you jo izinyembiza zakhe zangiphukuza I came and hugged him I said no it fine baby I forgive you I love you he asked to c me on y lunch time tomorrow I said ok will meet, I went back home ngalala but I knew I was not at peace with him and dis women was there morning came was writing in the morning went to the exam room I wrote my exam after that decided to go check my cousin but I wanted to go wait for bandile until he is on lunch told sihle I was going c my cousin will c her tomorrow.fid my cousin at home. thandi: wuuu mtanakithi waze wazifihla ma exams wonke lawa me: yebo sesi awuboni ayasondisa kunzima thandi: am happy u focusing ke uyekele izilima me: ayiloyo ngiphumile kuye sesi and am happy thandi: dat better yenza ukudla lapho sesi mina ngiceda kudla nje I was hungry and I made food ngadla and I felt bad dat I was laying to my cousin but she wud c me stupid by allowing bandile to c me i received a call it was bandile telling me he is at home now, i went there was in uniform. bandile: hey baby am glad u came me: jah hey i found that bandiles room has changed new bed new tv new tv stand it was nyc nje but i hated it bcos i knew that it was the ada womens idea ngahlala phezu kombhede he came with juice and snacks chocolate i said no am fine the main reason i was there i wanted to get laid it has been sometime without getting some, he set next to me saxoxa and he started kissing me i was already horny nje i kissed him back i started undressing him then the party started it was nyc but ubumbona kuthi uyangitsontsa vele, i was demoted from being a steady girlfriend to a side chick his fone rang while he was on top of me he took it it was his girlfriend nomonde was the name he unswered and went to the lounge it was quite i cud hear eveyting bandile: monde nomonde:........ bandile : sorry babe unjani, hayi nginomenzi we on lunch nomonde:....... bandile; jah ngizokulanda mangishayisa yezwa nomonde....... bandile: love u 2 he found all dressed up with tears on my eyes bandile i slap him ngempama ngaphuma ngahamba i tried kwehlisa moya but i was not ok ngafika ku cousin yami i tried thandi: wat happened now ubuya kuphi ngoba azange usho nokuthi uyaphuma me: bengithi ngiyothenga idrink the i met bandile on the road he said lot of things dat why am crying thandi: mara wena y dd u even give him time to talk to you me: angazi yazi nje but i hate dis man yazi joh, i went back home i was not myself dat day but i tried to be month later menzi called me in the morning on a sunday me: hey menzi menzi: unjani sbo me: am ok wat a pleasant surprise menzi: eish jah bengithi ngikutsele bandile is at hospital admitted me: hau kwenzenjani manje menzi: eish bandile was fighting with nomonde and nomonde umshaye ngebhodlela on his face me: jo dat bad mosi so uzoya nini wena menzi: ah manje vele ngiyakhona nedi ngoba sizothi sihamba soyi2 sithole lonomonde akhona me: no angifuni ukuya nedi ngiyamzwela xem menzi: eish le outie is in a dangerous relationship and akezwa siyamkhulumisa but ndlebe zivalekile me: eish jah ne uzongitsela unjani ke menzi : ok i will do so joh bandile uzokufa mosi manje hayi ku bad bengimzwela ubuhlungu kancane after 4hours menzi called telling me ubuye naye uthole kuthi he ws discharged, dat very same day bandile called after a long time last saw him mangimshaya ngempama bandile: hey sbongile me: hello bandile bandile: ngiyancenga nje yazi ngilimele kabuhlungu me: mhhhh bandile uzokufa wena continue nalomuntu wakho bandile: ngicela ukuza lapho kuwe manje me: ok ungeza ( i wanted to c lenceba, he came to my house i went out joh he was really not ok his eye was all out red clot of blood u wud swear he will neve recover joh name ngathuka bandile: baby yazi ngiyazisola if i was faithful to u bengingeke ngibe kanje me: joh jah ukutrabhile lomgal bandile: and it all my fault benginjolela khona lapha me: ohw uthole untanga manje ne bandile: eish i was hear to feel better kodwa nawe u make me feel like i deserve dis yes i deserve it but respect me plz me: gwaaaaaaaa hahahahah are u talking about respect funny u such a joke wat i want to tell you kusese kuncane lokhu wait and c u will be dead in no time dis girlfriend of urs is dangerous i took off and went home .
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