christmas day is gone but never over. soon 2014 will be gone too but not the memories made. some good, some bad, and some sad that we will carry with us and learn to live with. no new years resolution for me as they never work but i will resolved to keep on being the corner stone, the rock and best mom/mama i can be to my children and grand babies. and i cant wait for our new arrival in 4 months, my little lady. shes gonna be just as beautiful as her mom, and feisty. Stubborn too like her mama. lol. yesterday i learn something new. i learn that no one will ever fill the shoes I walk in because they r big shoes to fill when u are the one who keeps the family together. being a single parent thou the bb daddy is around somewhere, and having no male figure that teaches you as my two grandpas did, as a mom, i have to be all to my children. the father, the teacher, and we all no what numerous other things we do to keep our children smiling and content to be good ppl. and yes i have my partner who is trying his best to be the other parent at the moment but i no i walked this road on my own for a many years and probable will for many more. my wish for my daughters, Lauren Lemaigre and Rowena Lemaigre, i realized you will never find another like me or even measure up to me but one day i hope you do find that one extra ordinary person who will stand by u thru thick n thin, thru ur craziness, stubbornness, lovingly and raise ur children to the best of ur ability. always to be good ppl no matter how harsh this world is. To my sons, Lauchlin Lemaigre, Layron Janvier, and Robert C W Piche, i hope that u get that kick in the butt lol to reach high above my 5foot 4 inches hight (i think) to finish high school, to be happy and successful in whatever you do beyond that. to be the gentlemen that you are growing up to be. Remember i always said only you can make you happy and only you can allowed others to hurt you. but dont be scared of living and getting hurt and choose to do nothing because in everything you do, life will teach you and it will make you who you choose to be, a strong good person or a hopeless bitter one. i hope u be the first not the latter. i love yous unconditionally and will be here to guide you in what ever choices you make in life. Now this is my early new years resolution on this very quiet boxing day, everyone is still sleeping, all tucker out from previous day excitement. Hope everyone had a great day yesterday. merry christmas and a safe happy new year.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 18:52:16 +0000