confined, the con with its time, constraint. At the hands with my burned out destiny. Walking miles down unpaved roads with blistered feet, yet as the skin below me hardens I become acclimated to the harsh texture on this road with this grit path. This pathless land with no guru, no answer, no concept of anything to dwell on as I have only my nothing/everything and the observance of life in front of me. A natural introspection with out judgment is reflected upon. Inspection plays out with no grip on the results. Keeping my mind silent to feel my body fully with out words or images, its capacity of affection and tension melt in to each other. This intent as non intent, enabling the clarity of perception. Freedom is not a fixed place in the movement of the mind. With true awareness from perspective and the isolation of inner being, my light is mine as I flow in this movement. The unknown all outside of me, the destiny of death is apart of this whole. Complacency had fooled me with its temporary comfort. The dependence of security let fear confuse me and cloud my strength. This order with its many parts may allow a view of wholeness to be seen. But this is all reflection, not the thing as is. The words I use are worthless, My attempts to make a connection is my own nothing being pushed back as I run to hide. The desire for continuation drives and shapes me. Regrets of past failures can haunt and detour. As future speculation which is unknown gets perverted by thoughtless determination, concerns of disappointment as more often I start loosing the moment to an image of desire. Desire with its many important functions, A tool with its place and its misuse when abused. This life is yours, and you are whole with everything fundamentally. Only yourself can discover. Responsibility of the you, the relations around, and freedom from traps can be dealt with, when you fully deal with your self alone. To be challenged, To fail, To be vulnerable, To view and question the fear inside, To feel grief and sadness, anger, passion, love, and joy, The human experience is total, using the tool of the mind can end conflict, or allow it to devastate.
Posted on: Sat, 21 Sep 2013 14:38:25 +0000
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