day 6 # without you date : 26 nov 05:05am hello Ji sesriayakaal.... mood kuch depressed he aj...aj me aapke nahi kuch apne baare me baat karungi.... jis din aap ye Sab padoge ...chahe vo session fifth ho ya kisi din agr koi novel likhi to usme, to aap bhi yehi poochoge ki me kyu likh rahi hu , roz roz kyu...kya milta he apne emotions ko likh lene me...kya milta he roz page ko bhejne me... INTENSITY.... kabhi kisi cheez ki lalak dekhi he? kabhi jaagi he kisi cheez ko paane ki ... iitian medicos ko din Raat padte huye... cheeti ko mehnat karte huye... ye humari duniya he na.... kya me yaha bhi sochu likhne se pehle? kyu sochu... jab kisi ko bina mile bina real me dekhe apna dil cheer k rakh diya to fir kya reh gaya ... mujhe nai pata kya ki tumne kya kuch nahi saha hoga...har din apne aap se nafarat karte the ki is sweet si ladki ko vo Sab nahi de paa rahe Jo ye deserve karti he...roz apne aapse nafarat... but mene to nahi ki na nafrat kabhi....Kar bhi sakti hu kya kabhi... chahe sari duniya ek taraf aur sallaa ye tharki emotional dil ek taraf... likhne se acha feel hota he likh leti hu... aur aap to khud kehte the na ki mje likhna chaiye ...lo likh rahi hu jese koi Anne frank banna ho... roz subah uth k ye me khud k liye karti hu...aapke liye Nai ..na hi kisi aur k liye... but dekha mene dear, jitni khushi diary of a young girl padke mujhe mili utni dusro ko bhi mili he Meri bakchodi pad k ( sorry doc ye word use kiya mene, aj pardon)...aur aajtak dusro ko khushi dene k alawa kiya hi kya he... intensity, ye nahi ki roz subah false ummeed me raamkatha leke beth jau... intensity to ye he ki jab aapne honour killing k baare me kaha to dil me sirf ek baat ayi.... AGAR TUM MIL JAO....ZAMANA CHHOD DENGE HUM aj me aapke liye Nai apne liye likhungi... shayad mere yu likhne se kahi kisi aur ko acha feel ho...shayad aap b ek din ye samajh jaoge...kya pata jab koi inko padta ho to ek smile deta/ deti ho... 99% honge Jo mujhe rokne me lage huye...shayad aap bhi unhi mese ek ....but me un 1% me aati hu jinko diary of a young gal se khushi milti ho... na tere aane ki umeed me hu nahi tujhe khone k gum me... bus Jo bhi hu jesi bhi hu jaha bhi hu , hu apne dum me... Kal bada hi gazab dialog suna.... bada beshasharam battamiz khudgarz hota he par pyaar to Aisa hi hota he... nahi me ek jagah khadi hu dear... Ill keep walking , somebody someday someone will catch me up n walk beside me....( courtesy to doc....haan me nai sudharungi :p) may god send u to me to walk with me aur someone even better...Punjabi munda ...lol ( areyyyy koi he kya Punjabi family Jo mujhe adopt Kar le...kya pata iski family maan jaye..:p) bye baby gm (aaj koi sapne shapne Nai dena bhagwaanji ...sone do isko Chen se)
Posted on: Tue, 26 Nov 2013 01:22:56 +0000