ehow some way i thought i could come first for a change im sorry i delivered this insult.im such a fool i have put other people first most of my life the joke was on me. no one gives a ratts ass about me.the ones i saved probly dont remember me , those i have helped probly got a good laugh at my expense.then i expect the persons working for the veterans administration to do their job now theres a crime of epic proportions in stupidity.i have always said stupid people drive me crazy when i was the stupidest of all.its like the mechanic that throws a nail in the road an calls it job security.they kept me bouncing back an how many others did they do this to im wasnt suicidal when this started.but between the last 27 years and now the last 3 things are becoming clear to me just how little i matter.i wont kill myself ill stick around i deserve the beating.i will instead look forward to it as a lesson in my stupidity.perhaps ill even just give up on what i need an look forward to being stuck here watching the computer on my tv till one or the other or both break then sitting staring at 4 walls. after all this is my reward for trying to do the right thing. i will have not committed any crime yet face the same future or worse than any criminal.
Posted on: Tue, 24 Sep 2013 04:58:41 +0000
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