either when they move out or I move, its going to be really hard on me that I wont be seeing her on a daily basis. in her short 10 months Ive been able to teach her so much. everything from teaching her how to wave hello and goodbye to her standing up by herself and taking her first steps......I really miss that age from when I was raising her mom and her aunt Rachel..it was the best part of my life was raising my daughters. and to have them be good role models to their own children and being a productive member of society. so far I thin Ive done a good job with them. because my oldest daughter Rachel has been a great mother to my two granddaughters Amyah Troche and her little sister Aubrey. Aubrey has had some medical issues in the past and is going to be going threw so more problems in the very near future. and I can rest assured at night that when I lay down to go to sleep at night, that she will be in the best of care from Rachel. she has gone above and beyond for her children. and I wouldnt expect any less from her. she has been steadily working from the time she was 15 until now. without almost never missing a single day of work, as her friends were all going down the shore on the weekends when ever the surf was up and the weather was nice...she stayed and met her obligasions and went to work. And now her sister Nicole Welch is raising this pretty little girl,and showing the same sense of responsibility that Rachel has. when I found out that she was pregnant and hadnt even finished high school yet. I was pretty freaked out about it. but I knew with me there to help her, shed be able to handle it.. and in spite of it happening waaaaay to soon. she has met the challenge of being a parent, and doing a really good job of it. and if she wasnt, my foot would be the first one in her butt to straighten her out. but thankfully it hasnt ever come to that at all. I just have to stop letting her take advantage of me as the baby sitter. But since I dont mind watching her at all. I want her to be able to still go out from time to time and just be a 19 year old for a few hours on the weekend. when it is all said and done with her, weather or not she stays with this jerk or not. I know that she will be raised with nothing but love and respect. if I had it my way , I wouldve has at least 2 more kids. when I see the beautiful people that they have grown to be. and to see all the joy that they bring into anybodys life that has had the pleasure of knowing them. how could I NOT want a dozen more of these beautiful girls....now young women. I love you girls. and I couldnt be any prouder of who you have grown up to be. and I will always be there for the 2 of you. weather or not im 1,500 miles away or 15 minuets. just ask and I will move mountains if I have to ,to be there for you,for anything you need from me..the two of you have made my life worth living.
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 04:38:24 +0000