everyday I wake up wondering when my time will come when will I be able to leave this cold hearted world and be reunited to my mommy because in all honestly shes the only one who truly had my back.. even when she wasnt around.. my mom always told me I was her hero and I would ask her WHY AM I YOUR HERO she would say because Breeze no matter how many times you get knocked down or get told you cant. you always prove wrong... your so strong and level headed and your personality is even more beautiful then your face.. I SAID MOMMY I feel the same exact way... ive said since day one you are my hero and even tho you arent here anymore you will always be my HERO BECAUSE YOU OVER CAME SO MUCH. YOU HAVE BEEN BROKEN BEAT DOWN MENTALLY PHYSICALLY VERBALLY AND EMOTIONALLY.. BUT YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO MAKE IT HAPPEN YOU ALWAYS KNEW WHAT TO SAY when I was going thru it.. your my BESTFRIEND .. and it hurts me so much that I cant call you up and talk to you.. I cant lay in bed with you and dream about what life would be like if we had this.. or did this... YOU WAS MY EVERYTHING AND NOW YOUR GONE I HAVE NOTHING.. I JUST FEEL SO HELPLESS..... GOD PLEASE OPEN MY EYES AND GUIDE ME TO GREATNESS
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 22:09:06 +0000