for my babygirl.. i am tryin baby, but ima try harder.. we all got our own personal battles in life, but we cant just give up.. everyone has their own battle and its time ima put on my armor and helmet babygirl.. I cant let myself give up.. because if I give up, then im giving you up and letting you down.. like this song says at the end, when I fall I jus gotta get up.. I cant stay down.. I promise ima be alright, everythings gonna be alright.. im sorry if it ever seem like I didnt care, because caring for you is all Ive ever done.. I am beyond blessed to be your mommy, and its going to be hard to stop beating myself up for the mistakes ive made along the way, because ive found that within my broken heart Ive been breaking yours.. and the pain and struggle I have allowed to come into my life, Ive found that Ive also allowed it to come into yours.. and I am so sorry for that. I am supposed to be strong for you, but its so hard to be strong for myself.. its hard to hold you up when I dont even have the strength to hold myself up.. but even when ive fallen and on the ground, I wont ever put ya down babygirl.. wont let those precious lil feet touch the floor an get dirty from all my mess.. ima clean it all up, because it was never fully clean from the beginning.. but we have a new beginning and a new slate, so just know ima make you proud like this song says, I promise ima be alright, promise you gonna be alright, everythings gonna be alright..
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 01:04:35 +0000
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