good morning family. well i went back to my volunteer staff position yesterday and i was glad to get back. i have realized that i have a special empathy for helping people reinvent their thoughts and ideas. i have been clean long enough and have seen the process of recovery work in peoples lives, as well as in mine. they were so happy to see me back. i could feel the genuine unconditional love they have for me.all my life i have been searching for something or that someone that could make me feel complete. i have found out as a direct result of my brother;s passing, what God wants me to do. sometimes something traumatic or shocking has to happen,before we realize that there is a purpose in our lives that only we can put into play. my brother unlike myself knew at a very early age what his purpose was. it has taken me a long time being clean, and seeing others with the addictive personality that i posses to realize my mission in life.as a lot of you know i have a passion for writing. it is a gift that allows me to express my feelings with others in the hope of reaching that person or persons that may be feeling the way i feel and just maybe will follow my advice and direction. i dont claim to be none other than a recovering addict who has the sense to understand the disease of addiction. we as a society always are looking to see the outside effects of addiction. this is why the diagnosis and symptoms are so hard to detect. addiction is not a substance. addiction is obsessive compulsive behavior,where one of anything that one uses to fix with, becomes too much. we are always looking at the worst physical or mental conditions to classify addiction, while the majority of addictive people go unchecked because of their social status or mobile lifestyles.the disease of addiction doesnt care if you are rich or poor, black or white, fat or skinny. it;s main purpose is to have you under its control. the more it can make you believe that you dont have a problem. the more you continue to behave in a manner that causes you or your love ones harm. well as you can see im back, this time with a greater passion to carry the message as i have interned it. have a good day my friend and remember those that judge dont matter and those that matter dont judge. love you all and you cant stop me.
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 15:08:04 +0000
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