good time to vent as I read the very many merry Christmass and see the pictures I know Christmas is about the birth of our savior but for some its a hard time of year some of us have deep emotional pain its so hard for some they choose this time of year to end their hidden pains for me its not just about being a failure as a daughter disappointing my mom ever since I was a child I still live it down even to this day im reminded of my mistakes I havent been the best mom Ive been alienated because of my bad choices that today I sit here all alone Ive had 2 phone calls to wish me a merry Christmas and its not about wishes or presents or cards its about being thought of being remembered being important enough that when your so down in the darkest emotional hell that the ones you need the most care, I have created many of my own problems in life but as a reminder I am a human I make mistakes I make bad choices but I have a huge amount of love in this broken heart today so to my family I am sorry to my friends if I really have any tanks for letting me vent I envy each one of you all that you are feeling so much joy I wish I could share in it but I cant but Merry Christmas to ya all anyhow God Bless
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 18:34:23 +0000
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