had time away sought solitude Amongst a damaged and crude State began to burn letters because I had once heard this writing Would be creating a connection to those in the afterlife & in this releasing Even if it was real Or not but this surreal Practice is what would led into empowering instrument To implement a way of using words as an element Of constant rejuvenation To leave others whose motivation Had some hidden desires actions done with the kind Behind a majority of peoples back but I didnt pay no mind To kids actions its like they wanted Anger to rust and corrode at a damaged Heart but I had chose to remember the noble beginning While growing in younger years I was taught humility leaving A profound mark to think of others First but that is hard in this society when others Have and feel the righteous need to dictate over family Loyalty is built into a self-interest like the oligarchy People who run the oppressive Regime despite their actions I will live On professing a love once lost by anger,hate, & veiled resentment A temperament that had nearly cost my life and a indictment To self-worth because identity Had always been in question despite any loyalty Lost or gained the heartache of being emotionally bankrupted Had taken its toll although at moments Ive been exhausted I stand on my own regardless Built with faults and still progress To live at least with a sense of humility A loyalty & service to a bigger purpose for Indigenous humanity
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