havent slept since bout 2 this morning. spent the night geocaching in dubois while my son aidan was at an all night skating event. good time, but tiring. then worked this morning. after work grocery shopping with aidan and of course, geocaching. he found a couple and i think he likes it. im tired but have like a second wind or something. the only thing that saddens me is that i will end up alone and i will grow to accept that. my life, the direction im meant to go, and my choice to try to not be irresponsible will inevitably cause this. its ok. if loving God and trying to grow as a christian brings lonliness and seperation from this world so be it.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Jun 2013 01:04:23 +0000