hey family my life changes so dramatically every day i left the program and im going to go get a job tomarow and get into voch rehab .im at roberts house and im really tired i got out wed and ive had my plan for my life change 4 times. wen is it going to get better. i need stability. this shit sucks. i might need a sponcer for this shit! no transportation and no phone but i know how to catch the bus and get a job so im going to keep on keepin on. and i aint backin down . and if you need a helping hand look at the end of your arm. you know what i mean! at the program if you break 3 rules youre out and i accidentally broke 6 so i just went ahead and left. ill still go to school and be an adict counselor. they said no boyfriend, no music unless it was christian , no phone calls between 8 and 5 , but i cant make people not call only 1 shower a day but the airconditioner dont work and sleeping in the heat sucks , someone stole the copper and they arent getting another one pluss i dont want to transfer to mississippi. and lights out at 19 o clock and no walking alone but i need alone time ,they were monitoring every move i make and telling me how wrong about everything i am . what cant see my boyfriend or hold his hand... shitman,cant even listen to delilah 94.1,soft rock.i know i might let some people down but give me a min. ill get a job and meetings and a licence and vehicle, ill have my own house again soon, i promise and ill probably succeed better there is no option to fail and i dont want to use .i got this!bet!
Posted on: Tue, 18 Jun 2013 05:40:06 +0000
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