hi. I just want to open some things that bugs my mind. So Im a gradwaiting student and I had this girl I care for. Fortunately she likes me too but she is only a freshman. My friends told me theres nothing wrong with it and advised me to just take it slow. We were close, so close that we meet every day at our vacant hours. I even come every Saturday even I do not have any class on that day just to be with her. We watched movies, play games, joke around, eat (a lot) and many more but the thing I love that we do would just walk around the oval while we talk and chat anything and everything. I love the way she smiles so I try my best to make her laugh. I miss the times that we have some misunderstandings that leads to some arguments and ill try to fix things up. Go to a flower shop in the morning so I could buy a flower for her. I miss these things, but everything has an end. One day she told me to stop courting her, stop seeing each other. I was shocked about it coz It came from no where. She told me she just want to focus on her studies. And for that reason, all those beautiful things we have shared was gone. I know that studies > someone. And I dont want to be a huge block to her dreams so I f*ckingly accept the fact that it ends on that day. I dont know why I want to post this things here, but this I know. I miss her. I know its just infatuation at first, but shes special to me until now. So for you, just take care of yourself, and even though we dont talk to much now, Ill still be here for you. ~not my real department -RainbowDash, MITL, 20**
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 10:19:52 +0000