hi amanda its dad,anyway remember the other day i was doing i file report to jpl the jet propulsion lab about short wave usb tv feeds for audio to cell phones for advertising when walking by,well it took about a week for the research to come back and on cnet they said google is better resource to do the job than apple because ,well,google is more versitile,and its cheap to do ,and apple wants money for every little improvement,and this device doesnt have to be made by a well know brand name,amanda i did know ray gordon from nasa in calgary and he told me to go to school and make robotics,but i have no interest in putting transiters together,i like consulting and getting feed back from my ideas,im not materialistic and i did tell donna that i did get feed back and file reports written in the most current reseach institutes in the world,but she always said you are not getting paid,but it makes me feel good to work with what you have,amanda theres people who do what they do just for the money and are very unhappy,but they have money,i realise i like being happy helping people make money,it makes me feel good to help,the ideas dont come up all the time and it does take a little work to study the cutting edge technoligy every day ,some people get on the net and look at boring things and i have no interest ,like i said about loiuse beaulea ,angilas dad,we came up with the idea to make an adjustable nossle for lawn irrigation ,and he only had a grade 7 and i only finished high school,but thats what we did,talked about innovations back then,the way i see it amanda after taylor died i realised i want to help people ,and i realised how some people are to materlistic,thinking some ones better because they have a bigger car,or house but their helpnig no one but them selves,my dad is like that he will help people but he wants something in return,one day amanda i will find another woman who like me for me and what im doing to help others with out saying your stupid ,dont help unless you get paid,and thats another thing i realised money and love dont go hand and hand,alot of people will love you for what you can do for them money wise,but then there are big tests,then you realise its money,it feels like the worst thing when you find out someone was with you for the two nickles you could rub together,i thought we were suppose to be having fun helping people who want advise,not judging someone on their pay check,amanda i had a feeling and it crossed my mind because when you have kids you can talk to them about anything and teach them,but i felt if one of my kids died i dont think my second marriage would beable to with stand the stress,and i was right,so i even feel worse than before,but thats the chance you take in life and i have never thought to see the day that the people i thought new more than me were wrong about alot of stuff,i does feel good amanda when you think a human can make it all better then you find out thats not the case,even these file reports i sent away dont make me feel better than another person,people just arent around me long enough to lissen to what im doing and studing,then see the results,so im alone,i guess i have always being alone doing things and people made like their interested,but i ve studied quantum mechanics,and thing people think are borning,but i like to study.anyway amanda talk to you later,and i will phone you,when i get established again,say hi to dj,your husband and mom,bye,terry
Posted on: Mon, 02 Sep 2013 17:21:36 +0000